so this is how it felt

all my strength and confidence...
were the fuel to do this...
to burst my body against that wall...
hope to get me out of this labyrinth...
take me to the other side...
where i'm welcomed...
take me home...

just wish u know it...
that this is not easy for me...
as this is hard for u too...
but i learnt from u...
about fighting for good things...
and not sacrificing anything beside our strength...
and our sleep time...

will it make our honeymoon not beautiful anymore?
if u know that i cheat on u now...

i just want everything to be allright, little sister...
should we talk again? or have u allready known about this?

everything i said to and did for u was true
u're the one who didn't want to listen and see things

i love u
but i wish i can get it through

love is an answer, also an unsolved puzzle
people always tempted to question

at last..i'm here...

lama bgt gw nulis....
saking banyaknya kejadian jadi gak sanggup nulis...

i just want to tell u, i've done something...
now i'm on the next page...
if u see me tomorrow and i'm smilling, it's because i'm happy...
i'm always happy, but sometimes less happy, but never sad...

so where are u? u said u want to cross the ocean together with me...
and stay forever in an deserted island, making kids, playing around...

where are u? the one i owe this happiness...
can't wait to share it...my pocket has been full now...

i bet them all, put all my precious on a stake...
yeah i'm crazy...but u know what?
i won the bet...haha...
of course i'm dissapointed...
but it's allrite...still have to look for u all around the places

friends come, and friends go...
the one who stay,they are true...
people come, and people go...
still searching for a love that is true...